Why does my life suck? there obv isnt a god..?

in the past year i have had the worst possible life ever. my family and i are out of money, almost homeless, and im losing friends because i dont have the money to go out with them. I was looking forward to college but now i dont know if il get because we cant afford it. Every where i look i see ppl living in luxury. it isnt fair! my family and i have done NOTHING to deserve this..nothing good has came out of this.the only person that looks out for me is my bf and im scared hel disappear too. help =[